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[Jun. 7th, 2005|01:52 pm] |
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well im here at TMARC already and right now i should be in my lab "working" but i just came from there and all they're doing is taking pictures of the cells moving so it takes about 3 hours so i just came here to use the computer or maybe take a nap......fun right?.....well Kamaymay just sat next to me and earlier i was with Yandi but now hes sleeping on the couch in the back of the library......*sigh* its only been 2 days and im already bored with this stuff......hopefully when my mentor comes it'll be a lot more interesting but for now im just watching wat they're doing and reading about wat they're doing......yea well i cant wait for this weekend cuz thats wen the other ppl start coming cuz soo far its only 13 of us and its just us Floridians........not really interesting since we've all been with each other for the past 2 summers and see each other from time to time in FL.........well i have a whole bunch of time to kill so i might update laterz |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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wow so much shyt has happened.....where the fuck do i start.....k well here's my dramatic life story:
it all started when i first met "him".....i dont want to use his name cuz idk some1 might kno him......but yea i met him and at first i thought he was being really annoying......turns out that he really liked me and wanted to get to kno me better.....i say we spent a week getting to kno each other before we officially started going out....during that time of "getting to know each other better" he would come over my house everyday and leave until really late and after that i would be talking to him on the phone and if not im online talkin to him.......everything was soo good and i really thought that he was serious about our relationship.....i really really thought that i was going to last with this person.....
well 3 weeks into our "relationship" if thats wat u wanna call it.....he all of a sudden stopped talkin to me, stopped calling, stopped coming over, everything.......i didnt hear from him for like a week and i asked my homegurl to find out wats up wit him.....i wanted to kno if he was done wit me or wat or if he needed his space or watever......she couldnt get in touch wit him and neither could i......so then 2 weeks had gone by and i still didnt kno wat was up.......then i get a call and it my homegurl and she was like "Sabrina break up with that fucking asshole right now" and i was like "he cheated on me didnt he" she says "yea" and im like "wat he do" and she said "he fucked that fucking slut (nameless) up tha ass while u guys were still going out" well by this time i already didnt give a fuck wat he was doing and i was just like ok let me try to call him and i did but his phone was disconnected and i couldnt get in touch wit him for awhile......but then while i was out wit both of my homegurls and his homeboy calls one of my homegurls and i was like ur fucking friend is a fucking asshole and i dont want anything to do wit him and he was like well hes a Javiers house and all of us were like oh shyt (cuz he lives right on my street)
So we all end up going to his house and they were outside so we were like is "he" there and he was like yea im right here......at this time i was soo nervous and shaking and my heart was beating soo fast.....then he comes up to us and he starts talking about something i dont kno wat it was about cuz i was too nervous to pay attention......and my plan was to just get out of the car, take him to the side and talk to him but that didnt work out cuz one of my homegurls fucked it up......heres wat she did.....while he was talking she made that noise as if she was clearing her throat but she really wasnt.....then he got really pissed and was like "if u have something to say say it to my face" and she was like naw i dont have anything to say......then he continued telling his story and she made that sound again and he was like "man if u got something to fucking say come over here and say it" i got really mad and i was like u dont have to fucking yell at her like that wat the fuck is ur problem and he was like if she wants to fucking say something she needs to fucking get over and say it and i was like y u fucking being a fucking asshole and he was like wat u fucking bitch u fucking calling me an asshole come say it to my fucking face and while i was getting out of the car he was taking off his hat and his shirt and all the things he had in his pocket like he was gonna fight someone so then we walk up to eachother and im yelling "its fucking done i cant fucking stand u u fucking asshole im through wit u and this and that and this and that blah blah blah" while he was screaming idk wat but he was ready to punch and swing at me but Javier was holding him back if not i kno i would have been knocked out but at that moment i wasnt thinking about him hitting me and i keep screaming at him and hes screaming at me but i get back in the car cuz im ready to leave and my other homegurl goes out to yell at him some more and they were screaming at eachother some more but then we leave to McDs and i was shaking soo much wit soo much anger and i just felt like punching him right in the face
*sigh* wow it was crazy and we all were talking about wat just happend and shyt and how they couldnt believe that he was gonna hit me and shyt whoa crazy crazy night and more happend and my way to drop off one of my homegurls.....while we were driving to her house we almost got in a serious car accident but THANK GOD we didnt cuz i was driving without a license and had 2 other ppl in the car with me.....whoa yea i had the angels and God with me that night cuz i almost got beaten up by my ex and almost crashed the car WOW crazy crazy shyt so yea
Bottom line is that ALL guys are ASSHOLES.......and they cant be trusted.....no matter wat they say!!!! |
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[Apr. 25th, 2005|08:28 pm] |
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wow i havent been on this thing in like forever......just havent really been up to date with it......bored as fuck doing nuttin so i decided to actually write in this thing.....kinda HBing right now and need to make it better with some "Candy".....well hopefully i can go to SunFest on thursday to see Nelly his fine as self......this weekend still dont kno wat imma do......just like every other weekend.......i dont find out until that day so yea......too much to do anyways.....gotta go crazy before i go to PHilly again and come back too late to celebrate SUmmer Vacation......so yea trying to enjoy my free time as much as i can......2day was boring as fuck....nuttin special ever happens......not like thats new.....maybe 2morrow i can chill wit some ppl after skool and do something....so yea im out |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|11:06 pm] |
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k well i havent updated im awhile......i should have done it earlier but im lazy at times.....and i should be doin muh English homework cuz thats tha only class im failing write now......and not doin muh homework isnt helping.....well we have a game 2morrow and i gotta go to get muh hours and take pics.....so yea hope i get to see ppl there......imma update maybe sat. or wenever but imma go now
i just figured out how to put pics in here soo here are some prom pics that came out good
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[Aug. 22nd, 2004|12:28 pm] |
lol i just remember that 2morrow is Nicole's Bdaii.....she's turning 5.....aww thats soo cute.....well we didnt do anythin for her bdaii even though we should have.....but oh well......i dont kno wat imma do for muh bdaii.....idk if i should have a party of wat......or go somewhere or sumthin......well i kno we dont have skool tha day after muh bdaii so thats good
for tha drama club audition i have to sing.....and i kno i cant sing and idk wat to sing......imma be freakin out big time.....wat the hell should i sing......damn this suxs
well tha only homework i got left is muh english homework and its a lot so i gotta get started on it......i also gotta sell those candy bars.....damn and i have to find a place for muh volunteer hours......damn i got a lot of shit to do
k well i guess i should get started |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2004|12:57 am] |
i was suppose to update muh other journal entry but didnt get around to it cuz muh dad had to use tha comp.
yea well got bak from tha movies.....we watch tha exsorcist the beginning or however u spell it......i think thats right.....w/e......it was iight.....not that great.....it was good.....yea well i wanted to go to a party....but w/e at least i got out of tha house
imma be goin to a party this weekend i think....another 15th bdaii....some gurl i dont even kno but hey w.e idc least i get to go.....yea PARTY!!!...so yea i need to get muh license and a car or w.e so i can be goin places...i would go visit all muh friends at there house lol
imma see if imma be able to go to jennis house after skool sometimes but idk imma see.....idk if tha bus would be good cuz i might not fit there.....so idk...just to chill somewhere after skool or sumthin
damn....i gots to do muh homework so i guess imma start it now.....so i dont have to do it lata......i think imma go running lata.....i feel like doin it.....i still dont kno if muh coach called.....i gotta ask muh dad lata
muh eye is itchy but i cant scratch it DAMNIT!!! |
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[Aug. 18th, 2004|09:12 pm] |
*sigh* damn i wish i could like skip a day of skool or watever and just sleep.....it feels so good to sleep......well i wanna finish muh homework real quick so i can go to bed early.....but i keep on gettin destracted on lil things.....ADD??....anyways.....lean back biatchez......yea ok let me do muh work real quick.....
k well almost done....well kinda not really....*sigh*.....i gotta re-do muh room.....i need to fix things up.....i gotta work on muh other stuff thats not exactly for skool but helps me somehow.....makes sense???.....anyways......i wanna get a new phone.....hahaha muh sister suxs at math but is good in readin.....i sux at readin but im good at math.....weird huh......yea ppl in muh classes are cool.....i gotta get to kno them more.....some of them i dont even want to get to kno them.....yea well
is he gonna IM me or wat......im like always wondering......or is he scared??? |
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[Aug. 17th, 2004|09:51 pm] |
k well nuttin special happened 2day......Jenni's 15th bdaii was soooo much fun.....it came out really nice too
1st Period: gotta study those terminology.....nuttin special really happened.....i dont think she wants use freshman in her class but if we stay she's gonna have to deal with it.....shes not that nice but not that mean
2nd Period: digged deep into our thoughts.....me and rashad were working 2gether on our assignment.....i was comin out of tha box.....shes a really kool teacher and really nice.....i wish i had her for all muh middle skool lang. arts years......gotta finish wat i started 2day
3rd Period: i think drama is tha best class......we had so much fun doin improv. and we're gonna be doin it 2morrow too.....gotta see wat i got in muh assignment.....she's also a kool teacher.....she is soo funny....i look foward to that class
4th Period: i fell asleep in biology.....while we were watchin tha movie.....omg that movie was soo low on budget and was really ghetto......that was a very bad movie and tha scientific method......doin lab 2morrow
5th Period: ugh Gym....bought muh uniform 2day....i like tha shorts....they're very comfortable.....i think imma buy me some more of tha same kind of shorts from like footlocker or sumthin......coach is sooo mean.....imma be workin muh ass off durin gym.....Andy is hilarious.....i cant believe i knew him before but didnt really talk to him
6th Period: ugh geometry is soo damn boring.....teacher tries to be funny but really isnt......only to a few.....tried not to fall asleep in that class but kinda was wen i was takin notes.....hope i dont fail that class
7th Period: Bonjour!! french is a pain in tha ass.....im tryin to figure out wat some of tha stuff means.....some of tha stuff i should already kno but dont cuz i didnt really learn anythin last year.....so yea and i cant ask any1 there cuz there are no freshman in muh class.....and tha other french ppl have a different teacher....so yea boring class
Bus ride: god damn...we need a bigger bus...im like fuckin serious......we did not fit in that bus.....we cant fit in that bus....its fucking packed all tha time.....and tha driver drives crazy....i gotta get to tha bus more earlier to get a good seat
im so damn tired....i need rest
i think imma go on the all liquid diet.....i wonder if it works |
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[Aug. 11th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
lol skool was alright nuttin so OMG THATS AWESOME no no no none of that......i saw Jenny and some other ppl i knew besides tha RMS ppl......me Shamira and Ashlee didnt kno where to sit today for lunch.....we looked kinda dumb tryin to find a seat.....lol yea well muh teachers are alright.....some r a bit crazy but hey thats ok
Schedule for any1 who cares:
Health Science 1 Honors- Reichard
English Honors I - Hagan
Drama I - Fowler
Biology I Honors - Slygh
Team Sports I - Casciato
Geometry Honors - Barton
French II - Yakar |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2004|07:26 pm] |
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k well i gots to do muh stats and muh notes and muh presentation......that means that i didnt go today which is good cuz i wasnt prepared anyways.....but then again i have to do other stuff but w/e.......well i cant wait to go bak home and feel relaxed.....well not that relaxed cuz i also have work to do for LW......im lookin foward to high school......hopefully i dont get into so muh damn drama.....well i hope muh presentation goes well 2morrow......i kno i wont be that bad.....i still have to time muhself though......lol yesturday Sharel was like "i like her (points to me) but i dont like her (points to vanessa)" lol i was cracking up......then she said to me "no to offend u or anything but i would get yall mixed up last year" and then she said "see i consider u black".....lol i like get along wit every1 here......i would be callin out names representin CHicago, NY, Philly, West Palm, DLSA......lol every be laughin along wit me......if yall ask Dacone she be like Sabrina one crazy gurl........yea well i had fun here......oh yea that reminds me i have to buy a camera or 2 or 3 w/e.........well i g2g |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|06:30 pm] |
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k well i found out 2day that im the 26th person to present muh final presentation thingy......i might go 2morrow or the next day i still dont kno......it depends on how things go.....well i got to do muh notes and muh presentation for wet bench.....and i got to do some of the stats plus i still have to finish muh powerpoint and write muh speech cuz i have no fucking clue wat imma be sayin....*sigh* well just about 4 more days and its good-bye to muh TMARC trainees.......i kno like probably more than half of us isnt gonna be coming bak.....so that really suxs.....i gotta buy like 3 or 4 cameras to take some picks.....im almost done wit muh first camera too.......damn this shit is such a fucking pain in tha ass......i mean im glad that im not totally freakin out on this presentation but i just really dont feel like doin any of it......im so damn bored i just feel like laying around all tha time......*sigh* anyways i cant wait to go bak to FL.....imma go visit who ever i can wen i get bak.....and i have to read muh book and get tha vocab and i gotta learn tha whole dance to jenni's 15th and so on and so on.....wow i have a lot to do here and a lot to do wen i get bak to FL.....well i met a lot of great ppl here and made some really good friends.....and i had great times wit muh pplz...well i g2g |
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[Jul. 29th, 2004|07:36 pm] |
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k well i turned in muh final paper today and im feelin good about it.......i did all i needed to do and i did muh presentation too......all i got to work on is standing straight, not reading from muh notes, just makin muh presentation a bit shorter since i had gone over tha time limit so that aint bad.....imma be goin upstairs soon to study wit ppl for wet bench......i kinda understand tha stuff all i gots to do is read over tha notes.....and i gotta rewrite them too for tha final....i gotta get really good grades in wet bench in order to bring up muh C.....well i only gots a week left and this summer really went by quick.....damn i gotta buy a camera to take some pics.....ugggh i gots statistics to do and wet bench project.....lol i slept over Dacone's room last night cuz we were both working on our paper......yea so a lot of drama went on this summer but its all gonna be over.....i really do want to come bak this year but i told Mr. Okoro that i didnt so i have to tell him that i do cuz DW ask the teachers about each student and i dont want Mr. Okoro to say that i dont want to come bak next year cuz i really kinda do.......yea well i just felt like updating and i think ima be doin it lata.....right now im gonna be heading upstairs to study PEACE |
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[Jul. 26th, 2004|06:30 pm] |
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wow theres only 2 weeks left in this place.....summer went by really quick.....cant really write much cuz i gotta write muh paper and tiffany wants to read it so i have to finish it.....but if yall wanna talk to me call me on muh cell....lov ya bye |
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[Jul. 15th, 2004|06:21 pm] |
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k well i did muh presentation today but only tha intro and history of Down Syndrome.......every1 said i did really good and Ms.Reeves said i had inproved a lot from last week.....well 2morrow we have an exam and i gotta go study for that so yea cuz i really did bad on tha last one......*sigh* i gotta get started on muh paper and on muh symptoms for next week.....wow this summer is really goin by fast......tha 3rd week like already ended its really crazy....so well 2morrow we also have a dance am i hope we still dont have that stupid cerfew and i hope we get a really good DJ cuz i wanna dance muh ass off fo real.....well i think imma be heading upstairs to go find some ppl to study wit so imma be updating latas i hope....XOXO Much Luv to ALL muh PPLZ out therre in FLA!!!!! |
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[Jul. 13th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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*sigh* well its been a long 2 weeks and im on tha 3rd week now.....they really did go by fast....now all i have is another 3 weeks and muh summer is done and.....i should be starting all muh research and stuff cuz i dont want to do bad like i did last year......i really did bad on muh wet bench exam though....i couldnt believe it ....i thought i was gonna get like a low B but i got a C and a D.....i really gotta study this week.....i dont want to do bad.....last year i did so bad and i was really surprised i got back in......but then again if i was bak home i would be able to go to Jenni's pratices (which i have been missing) and i would have also been able to go to Luisa's bdaii party......but then again if i wasnt here i wouldnt have seen all of muh ppl and met new ppl....did i already mention this in tha last entry???.....lol oh well who cares so yea....idk i havent really been having that great of a time.....i mean we do have better dorms and all but like tha classes really sux.....well yea and tha atmosphere here about flirtin is like whoa.....but i dont think its safe to talk about it here.....i think imma write about it in muh other journal......if u wanna kno ask me privately....but yea anyways......i was hoping to go to sleep wen we went to tha dorms today but we went late so i didnt really have time to do any sleepin.....this place can really make u tired.....i tried to hard today to try to saty awake in muh classes and i managed to....k well imma go update in muh other journals.....XOXO *MUah* Luv YAll |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|06:36 pm] |
wow well its been a long 2 weeks....and this is like the only time i have to actually right something and update....i've been so busy wit all tha stuff goin on and everything.....well tha work is hard like always here but i still have fun just talkin to muh friends and getting to kno new ppl....well last week felt like forever....it was long and dreadfull....it really did feel like 3 weeks instead of one....so yea now this year i have wet bench in tha morning which isnt bad at all....tha teachers this year are really kool and fun.....i still have tha same statistics, writing and presentation teachers from last year.....they ok....well i already got agusted to everything and i met some really koo ppl....but i can already say this.....that wen i came here a lot of drama already started wit like every1 else.....there's drama wit tha 7th,8th,9th and i think tha 10th graders but im not sure.....well its crazy here.....lol but i had mad fun during tha weekend.....well fri we had a dance and i was all over tha dance floor.....i was having such a good time....then sat we went to NY and i was like ok w/e i mean i was already there tha week before so nuttin really special but i was still having a good time.....then sun we just went to go see a play.....no fireworks or anything.....i mean we heard them from our window but we couldnt see them......then mon was tha most fun....we went to Dorney Park and if u hang out wit Amy, Jorie, Kamay, Elena, Natalie, Chi Chi, Nikita, and Prothna.....then ur really gonna have a good time...then later Kadeem and Adrian was wit us....but omg i had tha best time.....i wish tha week hadnt come....yea well this week went by fast and 2morrow is fri which means we are suppose to have a dance but we dont kno yet cuz like we all got in trouble and now we need a chaparone to come wit us to places and our cerfew is now 10 on weekdays and weekends and that all goes for every1 which really suxs......lol it was weird cuz like DW didnt even relize i was a Junior High wen i was wit all tha Senior High during study hall yesturday....i was like omg....lol well i should get muh essay done and then go study for our test 2morrow.....imma try to update wenever i can.
PS- I WANNA SAY HI!!!! TO EVERYONE AND THAT I MISS U ALL |
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[Jun. 25th, 2004|09:42 pm] |
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k well right now is like tha only time i can use a comp. before i go to TMARC which is like 2morrow.....im sooo glad im goin cuz i cant stand being here wit David(muh cuz) and muh sister cuz they annoy tha living hell out of me....well Silvester graduated 2day but we werent able to go becuz it was raining so they post poned it until monday.....but that really suxs becuz none of us will be able to go to tha graduation.....muh parents r heading bak to FL and im going to Philly for tha rest of muh summer.....i swear that muh week here in NY/NJ would have been sooo much better if muh friends were here wit me and i had money so i could like buy some cute stuff.....i did though buy some stuff but not much....*sigh* well muh lil cuzin Andrea is sooo cute and adorable....i just cant stop holding her...well Sil went off to a trip that tha seniors got to go to and wont be bak till like 6am lol....but anyways i just wanted to update since i got tha chance.....imma be updating more though later on cuz imma be on a comp mostly....ttyl xoxo |
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[Jun. 20th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
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k well this is like tha only time i have a comp so imma use it to my advantage....well right now im at muh mom's cuzins house for Father's Day BBQ/ Birthday Party......its in Long Island and its really pretty here....we got to NJ at muh aunts house yesturday at like 6 or something...we were suppose to be there at like 2 but we got lost and stuff.....yea well the ride here was not koo....it was soo hard to sleep good in a crowded car....and it seemed like forever to get to NJ....but we mad it....yea so last night i was goin around tha area and i saw soooo many cute guys i was like OMG i wanna leave here.....lol well im thinkin of moving to NYC later in muh life.....i wish all muh friends were here becuz im soo bored without them.....i need u guys here so we can have fun.....so yea i dont kno wat imma be doin tonight maybe just go around places....well i gotta go but u guys call me plzz i need to talk to yall # 309-4119 |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|01:32 pm] |
Pop punk... I'm not really that fond of you, but
you can churn out some good stuff... Old punk
doesn't really like you but you couldn't care
less...besides it's all about having fun isn't
it?
What genre of rock are you?
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